Sometimes
I really hate being the adult.
I'm really losing it - I'm getting really short with the kids, nothing seems to be going right and I don't know how much more I can take. I'm tired. I'm tired of being the strong one. I'm tired of battling idiots. I don't know if it's the fear of what a former employer is saying about me or to know it's not going be over anytime soon. I don't understand why people keep walking on me even after they've been given chances to walk away - This was supposed to be my year but it seems the universe isn't ready for it to be my year just yet. I guess I still need to be the instrument to make others pay. I just wish I (or others in this type of position) didn't have to pay the price for others. But then again, Jesus died on the cross for all of us and all He did was be a great guy, saving people from themselves, forgiving us along the way.
I guess I was just inspired to figure out my own journey - I guess I forgot the sacrifices tht were made for me to be who I am.
Thank you for listening and being a part of my journey - It's a long one but with help I will prevail. Thank you for being a huge part of that help. Hopefully I'll be able to give back to others in a special way too!