"I want you to take a boat out into the ocean and get out of the boat and walk on the water. You know it can be done because mystics have done it before you and all it takes is that knowledge and faith that life is a lucid dream. Now go, be lucid, have faith and do this now and if you come back unsuccessful you've somehow failed in applying what you spiritually know to be truth.

"Dear one, dont get trapped in the above. Allow understanding to flow through you in the right timing and the right way. There is no rush. If you percieve rush then you are still lost in illusions. The world of illusions is not to be separated into good illusions to manifest and bad illusions to not. All illusions in the end are still illusion. The law of attraction is there to provide a basis of understanding of how creation works. It is not there to punish you through having you feel spiritually flawed or failing if you manifest something you perceive you do not want. What is real is the answer, what is real is Love. Let the illusions be what may... you dont have to strive so hard against them. And this said, even the striving is still not something to be striving against.

"Allow... and when you feel stuck or afraid it means you are not ready to advance too quickly to the next level. Treat it kindly... use love... watch your thoughts flow through your mind without trying to control or fight them. Touch them with a place of love inside you. They may persist, they may fall away, but they have still not touched or affected in any way what is real. Only what is dream.

"You are perfect, 100% whole. Any thought telling you otherwise is false and has not affected what is whole and YOU.

"Most of all, be Patient. All this understanding has its own timing. Remember this in times of trouble, times of crisis in your faith, times of wanting it all now.

"We love you."

(something I channeled from my gardian angel using automatic writing asking why I had such a hard time using the law of attraction)